“You sure about that, Avery?”
“Yes,
why? Is there something wrong?”
My
friend on the other line had no hesitations on how to answer, “There’s nothing
wrong at all. It makes perfect sense but it’s just that I tried to solve it
thirteen times and I never ended up with your answer.”
“It’s
fine, Will. I’ll help you tomorrow.”
“Thank
you so much.”
“No
problem.”
“Oh,
wait. Why can’t I contact you yesterday?”
“I
had my phone turned off, sorry.”
“No,
it’s fine! Thank you again. Bye.”
“Bye,
Will.”
I
pushed a key on my phone and cut off my conversation with William Ricks. He’s
actually a nice pal, and he’s really adorable when he asks me how to do this,
how to solve that, yadda yadda.” I grabbed my book from under my pillow and walked
to the cabinet. I arranged it with a pile of others and debated on what to read
next. Rowling? I read the series five times already, so no. Tolstoy? Nah, too lengthy.
Austen?
I
bit my lip and played with the hem of my t-shirt. My hair was down and my
attire was for bedtime already, but I want
to read. I opened the windows slightly to let some night breeze in my bedroom,
even though I was wearing shorts. I finally decided and took Pride and
Prejudice from the small shelf inside the cabinet and shut it tightly.
I’ve
read it before, of course, but whatever.
I
settled myself on the sheets, placing the blanket higher up to my waist and
leaning my back on the headboard. I haven’t even read the first word on the
book when I heard my phone beep once. Oh, God. I bet it’s another person to ask
help for the complex assignment.
I
unlocked the phone with my security code – bamboo. Yeah, I know. Boring. But no
one would really know that unless they know me really well. I went to the inbox
and read the message.
It’s
from Athena.
The
text read, Hey Avery. It’s Athena Larsen,
but you know that, don’t you? Travis certainly talked about me since you’re
both seatmates. So, anyway. I was hoping whether you can give me a reviewer or
just make one for the upcoming test on Friday? I really need it. Thanks!
I
stared my phone in absolute shock. What am I? Her puppet? After insulting me
she orders me to listen to her like I’m
some sort of aaargh. All I want is to
read my book in peace. I need quiet and solitude and now I can’t –
My
phone beeped again and I felt it vibrating against my palm. I sighed and opened
the message. It’s from Will, and he’s asking the same thing as well, only he
said it in a more decent way. He said specifically history test.
I’ll
just make two of the damned reviewers. Two ages would suffice. I got my planner
– a Harry Potter planner, no less – from my side on the lampshade and started
scribbling on my to-do list tomorrow. But I paused. I unlocked my phone again
and looked at Athena’s massage.
What
bloody test was she talking about?
There’s
a flood of tests on Friday and I can’t possibly make one for every single
subject because I – hell.
I
pressed reply and started typing in with both thumbs, What test? We have a lot for Friday.
I
placed my phone on my side after sending together with my planner. Just read,
Avery. Read. I was on the second page when my phone vibrated again. Athena’s
reply was –
Who is this?
What
the – is she bloody kidding me? I gritted my teeth in frustration. If she’s
going to ask for a favour like that, she should atleast know who she’s asking for the damned help and certainly not forgetting about them in a blink of
an eye.
It’s Avery,
I texted furiously. I didn’t add anything else and just pressed send. She
should just get with Warner and migrate somewhere far away. I returned to the
book, hoping to lose myself in another world before reality would come crashing
down on me. My state of anger slowly ebbed away, but about a minute later, my
phone beeped again. I composed myself
this time before opening the message.
I
have no doubt that it would be her apologizing and as well as the demands that
would fill the text. It read, Oh gosh! So
sorry, Avery! I was busy calling Travis and I thought we were somebody else.
Somebody else? She thought I was a complete nobody! Irritation overwhelmed me. And
I don’t care about her and bloody Warner. And
about the reviewer – I need the one for history. Thank you again!
I
hate them both.
“Avery,
honey?”
I
heard a rapping on my bedroom door and I called out, “Yes, Mom.” The door
opened and she came in with her pajamas, reading for sleeping as well.
“I
just wanted to talk to you about something.” She closed the door gently and
went to sit beside me. I was still simmering about the reviewer issue so I put
my cellphone under my pillow to avoid any reminders.
“What’s
up, Mom?”
She
pursed her full, pink lips before smiling, “It’s not really important. It’s
just something your Dad wouldn’t understand.”
Dad
is my best buddy in the whole world but there are some things he wouldn’t
understand. I blinked once, “So what is it?” She gave me a reassuring grin and
said, “I know that you really don’t have a boyfriend.”
Not
that again. Isn’t this just my lucky
day? With Warner on Bio and in the damned shop, then Athena and now this. I hate this day. I can’t even
begin to describe how much.
“I
know that you know, Mom.”
“Yes.
I was just wondering if by any chance, you really want one.”
What?
“Want what?” She chuckled and said as though it was really obvious, “A
boyfriend, silly.”
I
stared at her weirdly, quite shocked. Has my mother been possessed in the past
hour or something? “Uhm, Mom? I don’t do relationships.”
“I
was just wondering. You’re seventeen, Ave.” she shrugged.
“I
know, Mom. Someone hasn’t caught my
eye yet.”
She
exhaled a little breath and bit her lip, then she held up her hand and stroked
it through my hair. “All you do when you go home is to study and read – not that
I don’t like what you’re doing. Your Dad and I just want you to enjoy. Hang out
with your friends more – ”
“I
hang out today. Just today – ”
“And
I heard from Cassie that you’re not planning to go the school dance.”
Cassie.
“Mom.
I like what I’m doing. It’s fine.”
“Are
you sure?”
No.
Not really.
“Yes,
Mom. It’s really fine. Don’t worry.”
She
mussed my hair then. “Okay, darling. Goodnight.”
“’Night,
Mom.”
She
switched the light off and I heard her go out that door. This day is really
screwing with my mind. And things don’t even screw my mind. I placed my Austen book on the table beside the bed
and settled under the covers. I shut my eyelids close and thought about
tomorrow.
I’m
sure it would be better than today. How the hell can it not be?
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